back working. back with my friends. back in my life in finland.

is this what i want?

am i happy here?

no.no.

but i am going to do it. for my friends, my family. and for me. this is anyway the place where i was born. i have to learn to deal with it. it is not my society, but i want to learn to be happy here too. i hate the routines. wake up, pay some bills, go work, go home, watch tv, go sleep. and then again. i loved the freedom i had. and the peace of mind i had. and the peace of mind the other people had in asia. i miss it.

but still my major plans is to work work work. then pay my debts and save money to go again. unfortunately it seems am gonna go alone again. but well. am used to it.

and i have to buy new camera.


i put online some old pics i took when i was travelling in kosova, albania and macedonia around 1,5 years ago. liked it! sorry for the quality. i developed those myself and it was my first time in dark room....so am just learning

more about the thoughts at my new webpage at [link]

love and light to you all, anni